Kehisha and I were married on Feb 8, 1986 in Brownsville, OR, at the old Babtist Church, in the presence of God and 400 witnesses.
Kenisha left me with our four children on Nov 8th, 2005, due to my failue as the spiritual leader of our home, in that I did not pray for her and the children , and I did not read the Bible to her and my children as much as I should have. I take full responsibility for the current condition of my marriage and my family, in that my lack of Godly leadership and spiritual protection allowed the enemy (the devil and his cohorts) to ransack our marriage and our family.
The first thing that God convicted me of after Kenisha left is that I had put her before God and had loved her more than I loved God. This is a terrible sin which I have repented of and praise God, He has healed me of.
Kenisha is the most wonderful woman on earth and I love her with all my heart, but now my God is first in my life, as he should be and Kenisha is second and my children are third.
My dear sweet Kenisha,
If you find this page, please forgive me for my failure to be a the kind of leader in our marriage and our home that God has called me to be.
When ever you decide to come home, I'll be here waiting for you. If I'm 80 or 90 years old, sitting on the front porch in my rocking chair and you havn't come back yet, I'll still be waiting for you!!! I love you with all my heart!!!
I made a covenant with you, before God and and 400 witnesses and now I publish this covenant for the world to see. You are my one and only ture love on this earth!!! I will wait for you as long as it takes.
Your Loving Husband,
Tim Hassen Corban
As I said on my "Motives" page, some peopl journal...I build web pages...oh and I sing and make music! For those of you out there that don't know me....I come from a very musical family. I grew up singing and playing music, and have written a few songs over the years. At age 13 I recorded an album with my parents that was played on a local radio station.
This page will feature music that I have recorded in my "home studio"...basically my PC and a couple of different types of microphones and my musical instuments. Some of the music on this page I have written and some I have just recorded. But in all the recordings on this page, I am sining all the vocals...yes lead and up to 3 parts of harmony, and I am playing all the insutments.
If you wish to save a song to your PC, right click the "Download link and choose either "Save Link Target As..., or "Save Target As..., then choose a location to save the file and click the "Save" button.
Here's my newest song. I wrote and recorded this one on 11/5/2006, from about 2:00 - 6:30am. This song reflects my heart and fact that I could never suvive the current trial of being separated from my sweet wife and children if it wheren't for Jesus Christ, my best friend. He is the only reason that I have survived the pain of this trial. But praise God, He sustains us even when we think the trial is to great!
Jesus is the sweetest friend I know
He walks with me where ever I must go
Through the valley of the shadow
Of death He's there I know
Jesus, yes Jesus is the sweetest friend I know
Chorus I'd never make it through this life
Without Him by my side
Guiding every footstep
And wiping every tear I cry
When the trials of this life
Seem to overwhelm my soul
It's then that I'm reminded
Of the sweetest friend I know
Ending Jesus, oh Jesus, He's the sweetest friend I know
Jesus is the sweetest friend I know
He's my only comfort and I love Him so
When the pain that I am feeling
Is heavy on my soul
Jesus, yes Jesus is the sweetest friend I know
Jesus is the sweetest friend I know
As I walk in pain here on this earth below
My heart cries out to my savior
And faith just fills my soul
Then I feel peace beyond all measure from the sweetest friend I know
I Miss You Kenisha. My newest song. I wrote this one on 10/24/2006. I was missing my sweet heart tremendiously and was palying my guitar. This song just rolled out. I was crying so much while writing it that I couldn't sing the words. So, this song was written by just "thinking" the words. It wasn't until about 11:30pm, after praying with a friend of mine from Minisota that I was able to actually sing it. I finished recording it at 4:00am on 10/25/2006. And yes, I am playing all the instuments and singing all 3 parts. Oh, and if you have read the Tattoo page you know that the number 3, for Kenisha and I means "I Love You" and I'm singing 3 parts of harmony! Yep...I still love her!
I Could Never Promise You. Originally by Don Fransisco, this is the song that I sang to my sweet wife Kenisha at our wedding on Feburary 8th, 1986. Back then I had 4 musicians playing the music for me and I just sang. If you missed our wedding, here is your change to here me play all the music and sing not just one, but for parts to this song that comes from my heart just as much today as it did when I sang it to Kenisha at our wedding, 20 years ago.
It never changes, never fails and never seeks it's own
And by the God who gives it
And who lives in me and you
I know the words I speak today
Are words I'm going to do
Chorus
So I stand before you now
For all to hear and see
And promise you in Jesus name
The love He's given me
And through the years on earth
And as eternity goes by
The life and love He's given us
Are never going to die
Alone With God. This is a song that I wrote on May 18th. I couldn't sleep and at about 1:30am the words just started coming to my mind, so I got up and started writing. By the time my alarm went off at 6:00am on the 19th, I was just finishing up recording the guitar track! So, I didn't get a wink of sleep that night! But oh well, I like the result of my lack of sleep for that night!
On a dark November morning
I woke up and crawed from bed
Found my wife and children gone
Could it just be in my head
Well I wonder where they've gone to
But no body seems to know
And I can't believe could be true, but it's so
Chorus
Now I'm alone with God
I pray in my sleep I toss and turn all night
And pray that them He'll keep
Well I know that He will bring them
Back to me cause that's his will
And until He does I be here praying still
How I wish that I could tell them
Just how much they mean to me
But they're off and running scared
From a fear that they don't need
So I pray that God'll heal them
And from fear He'll set'em free
Then together we will praise our Lord and King
Return To The Will of God Kenisha. This is the first song that I worte after Kenisha left. I recorded it on April 19, 2006. Download
As I said on my "Motives" page, some peopl journal...I build web pages...oh and I sing and make music! For those of you out there that don't know me....I come from a very musical family. I grew up singing and playing music, and have written a few songs over the years. At age 13 I recorded an album with my parents that was played on a local radio station.
heart tremendiously and was palying my guitar. This song just rolled out. I was crying so much while writing it that I couldn't sing the words. So, this song was written by just "thinking" the words. It wasn't until about 11:30pm, after praying with a friend of mine from Minisota that I was able to actually sing it. I finished recording it at 4:00am on 10/25/2006. And yes, I am playing all the instuments and singing all 3 parts. Oh, and if you have read the Tattoo page you know that the number 3, for Kenisha and I means "I Love You" and I'm singing 3 parts of harmony! Yep...I still love her!
Alone With God. This is a song that I wrote on May 18th. I couldn't sleep and at about 1:30am the words just started coming to my mind, so I got up and started writing. By the time my alarm went off at 6:00am on the 19th, I was just finishing up recording the guitar track! So, I didn't get a wink of sleep that night! But oh well, I like the result of my lack of sleep for that night!