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Kehisha and I were married on Feb 8, 1986 in Brownsville, OR, at the old Babtist Church, in the presence of God and 400 witnesses.

Kenisha left me with our four children on Nov 8th, 2005, due to my failue as the spiritual leader of our home, in that I did not pray for her and the children , and I did not read the Bible to her and my children as much as I should have. I take full responsibility for the current condition of my marriage and my family, in that my lack of Godly leadership and spiritual protection allowed the enemy (the devil and his cohorts) to ransack our marriage and our family.

The first thing that God convicted me of after Kenisha left is that I had put her before God and had loved her more than I loved God. This is a terrible sin which I have repented of and praise God, He has healed me of.

Kenisha is the most wonderful woman on earth and I love her with all my heart, but now my God is first in my life, as he should be and Kenisha is second and my children are third.


My dear sweet Kenisha,

If you find this page, please forgive me for my failure to be a the kind of leader in our marriage and our home that God has called me to be.

When ever you decide to come home, I'll be here waiting for you. If I'm 80 or 90 years old, sitting on the front porch in my rocking chair and you havn't come back yet, I'll still be waiting for you!!! I love you with all my heart!!!

I made a covenant with you, before God and and 400 witnesses and now I publish this covenant for the world to see. You are my one and only ture love on this earth!!! I will wait for you as long as it takes.

Your Loving Husband,

Tim Hassen Corban


June 2nd 1985 - A very special day!

Today, June 2, 2006 is the 21st anniversary of the first time I ever saw my sweet Kenisha. I remember the day like it was yesterday and I will never forget it as long as I live. She was the most beautifu woman I had ever seen in my life! Wow, what a knock out! The best part is...she has gotten more beautiful with age!

So, here's my story.

In March of 1985, I was working in Brownsville, Oregon. A good friend of mine, was remodeling a house that was on my way home from work. On occasion, I would stop in and chat with him on my way home. One day when I stopped in to see him, he told me that they had this college girl that was going to be staying with their family for the summer. He didn't know much about her and I don't even know why he told me aobut it. But the very moment that he told me her name and that she was a very neet Christian girl, my heart went pitter patter, and my stomach filled with butterflies! I knew very little about this girl and yet God filled my heart with love for her, and in my heart I KNEW that this girl would one day be my wife. I did not understand it but I couldn't help but be very excited about her! As the months until her arrival passed, for some reason I got more and more excited to see her. I had not seen any pictures, had not talked to her and had not even talked to anyone other that God about her.

Then came that special day...June 2nd, 1985! I'll never forget it. I was staning inside the church about 10 feet from the door on the left side of the room...just waiting for Kenisha to walk in. I don't know how long I had been waiting there for her, but it seemed like forever and I wondered if she would ever show up. Then it happened. Through the glass in the door, I saw her! Wow! The time was about 9:45am and she was more beautiful that I could ever have imagined! I thought I was in love when I first heard her name, but wow, seeing her that morning....that was it for me! She had long jet black hair. She was wearing a green Shilvar Kameez, a Pakistani outfit, with 1/4 in hexagon mirrors embroiderd all over the front. She was wearing 2 ear rings in each ear. On the right ear, she had a gold ball studd ear ring on the top and on the bottom a diamond studd ear ring. On the left ear she wore a matching gold ball studd ear ring on top and a 2 inch long dangly swordblade shaped ear ring. She had the most beautiful big brown eys I had ever seen. When she looked at me and smiled, I thought I was going to die! Well, as you can imagine, I don't have a clue what the sermon was about that day, but God was definantly working in my heart anyway.

June 2nd also happens to be my sister's birthday. And since Kenisha was staying with a family that we were all good friends with and the husband and father of that family also has a birthday on June 2nd, we had a double birthday party. So, on the first day that I got to see my sweet Kenisha, I also got to spend the entire afternoon with her! It didn't take us long to find a "quiet corner"...if there is such a thing in a house with a birthday party in progress...and we talked for hours. The girl of my dreams was finally here! That day ranks up there with the very best days in my life. I have had so many good days with my sweet Kenisha, that I could never pick out one day that I feel was the best, but this was certainly on the list!

By October of 1985, I had asked her to marry me, and she had said, "yes"! Then after fasting and praying seperatly for 3 days about our planned marriage, and both of us hearing God speak VERY clearly that it was Him leading us to get married, we set the date for Feb 8th, 1986. Wow, I couldn't wait!

Now after 20 years of being married to Kenisha, I can still say that marrying her was the 2nd best thing I ever did in my life...2nd only to accepting Christ Jesus as my Lord and savior! Truly the worst day with her is better than the best day without her. Even if I knew back then than the current events would take place, I would still have married her. I know that I know that I know that it was God's will for us to get married, and I know that I know that I know that God will restore. PTL! And I will wait as long as it takes for that to happen. She's worth it!

Copyright © 2006 by Tim H. Corban